affinity-butterfly

2011-01-12T16:47:00.000-08:00

After not blogging for like uber long,
i finally got the urge to do so. haha

Just started with my secondary 4 life
to put it simply,
how i wish i wan return to secondary 1 and enjoy life.
Currently in comp lab to do CCA form
school was tiring and boring, nothing goes into my mind.
i couldnt concentrate on my studies, sugar.

Os may seem long and far enough but in fact its so nearrrrrrr
cant wait to do the papers and go for my 4 months break
wanna do so many things for that long break
go overseas, eat, sleep for 15 hours per day, play, outings, work
cant wait cant wait cant wait!

too cold to type now, shall do it other time
mirandeh,
BYES!

-im sorry if i hurt you.

2010-08-25T05:58:00.000-07:00

sad and confused.

2010-08-09T06:32:00.000-07:00

heyy heyy. finally another post after "years".
been extremely busy with remedials these few weeks.
teachers are giving us so much hw and remedials.
are we suppose to feel grateful?.. hmm

Celestin (Darling)has been unwell for these few days
hope she recovering fast! :]

ANYWAYS.
lucky enough to have a 4 days break before the war starts again.
have notbeen doing my work seriously and i think my CT2 will have the similar marks as MYE.
oh well, BUCK UP BELINDA.
been attending a few movie dates with my fellow classmates. (thumbs up)

and a recent BBQ held at Useop's condo..
well, all i can say was.. the BBQ was a total failure
hahas, we ended up frying the chicken wings and raw food at Useop's kitchen.
BUT BUT. all of us who attended had fun isint it? playing with "SHOO" and feeding one another food. (that sounds so wrong). HOWEVER, some of the girls have the privilege of me feeding them - like JANICE and GLADYS.
Adrelia and me stay put at Useop's house till 11pm++?
thn we bus-ed home. thanks EeHian and Useop to send us to busstop.
On the way home from Busstop to Home.
daddy came over to fetch me home, saying that its late and i needed "protection'
aww, thanks daddy.

9aug. National Day.
Im so proud to be a Singaporean.
even though we are just a small dot on a map,
but we gained comfirmation of our existance from the many countries out there.
and out ministers sacrifies themselves for Singapore on many areas.
and here we are, a successful nation.

hmm, just a little complain.
this year's national day parade wasnt Exciting and Upbeat.
i fell asleep halfway of the ceremony.. (thats bad)
nevertheless, its still a good performance.
and WELL DONE SEC 2s! great show done!

10 aug, tues
meeting the usual clique for group study.
its a sudden decision.
im gonna leave halfway to meet mummy and sib. for movie.
Cursed of the Deserted. and some shopping would be done.

its getting late. and i haven completed my homework.
GOOD JOB. ;[

ending here.

Camp and Taiwan

2010-07-02T06:12:00.000-07:00

hellos people! just came back from the 4-days-3-nights camp at Pahang.
trip to thr takes arnd 8 hours to reach.
stops were made halfway for us to rest and have lunch.

Day 1:
we reached thr at late noon.
just had outdoor cooking as our dinner.
maggie, hotdog and egg per pax. cook cook cook.
when arnd 8 plus, we went for Confidence Walk.
my group bumped to an instructor along the way. laughs.
after tht its arnd time for lights off.

Day2:
early in the morning we went to take the coach to the "Resort"
it was an 2.5 hr trip. tiring...
Went for trekking and canopy walk.
we walked for more than 5KM for sure.
tree trunks were so thick and everywhere.
had to becareful so as to prevent from falling down.
had a though time thr. hahs.
night time, we slp in an air-conditioned girl dorms together with 3I.
colddddddddd

Day3:
Morning, went for breakfast before heading out for rafting.
our raft, R1, was a successful one. hehe.
we managed to sail out and sail back as one.
saw leeches on the way. lucky us to escape the fate of being bitten.
after tht, went for Flying Fox.
it was just a short one. but it was scary one when uu look down directly 90 degree from the treetop.
after tht went for a bus trip back to the cave.
for Caving!
no waters were allowed - only torch lights.
and unluckily, i didnt bring headtorch, so i had problem dealing with light source.
night time, CAMPFIRE.
woooooohoooo.
the fire was quite small actually.
both VPs light up the campfire and put it out at the end of the activity.

Day4:
woke up at 5am. wash up and so on.
6am report at their parade square.
went for breakfast after a long wait.
rush rush, thn we set off at 8am.
long and tiring time in the coach.
reached sg at arnd 4pm. homed at 5pm.
was raining at tht time but all of us just ignored the rain and strolled out of school.
and we were saying, "this is nothing, after being a caveman back in Pahang"
after home, unpack my stuffs than went to a proper bath.
went out to fetch my family members who just alight plan from Taiwan.

Just unpack THEIR stuffs and found a lot of amusing things.
how i wish i was there toooooo.. :[
below are pictures for ya to enjoy.
more of the stuffs tht my parents bought back from Taiwan.
regarding Pahang's trip pictures, uu guys can check out at Japhne's or Bryan's FB/Blog

Pineapple Tarts

GreenTea Plum
Personally-made-biscuit
Dried Mango
Mochi
Pudding. - Two flavours
Seaweed
Mummy bought me and sister an anklet each. love it ttm
MASK! omg, i was freaking over it. !! love it ttm 2
Soda water

Cashew Crips

in coach 1

In coach 2

chiong

2010-06-18T12:13:00.000-07:00

ahh haa!
time indeed is running. holidays are ending. and i haven had enough of FUN.
to make matters worse, i haven complete the assignments given by my teachers.
fallen sick few days ago, fever, flu, headache and cough. ate medicine and slept for more than half a day! when i woke up, i found out that i was locked in the room as the door knob was already faulty from the start. begin to knock on the door while coughing badly, no one heard the banging of the door. the night before, i forgot to bring my phone in as i was too ill to bother about it. finally, i was being rescued... dramatic morning.
have not fully recover yet. left with flu and cough.

i guess i will be blogging less than often = once in a blue moon.
hahs!
reason?.... i needa FOCUS on my studies (but i think tht its impossible! cause i still have TV and handphone and OUTINGS)
my MYE grades is tooooooo "excellent" to be accept by my parents.
oh well, i think so too.
they haven sign my report book till now. welldone.

anw, NARUTO SHIPPUDEN is SUPERB.
cant wait for the next epi for every latest epi they release.
Its damn enticing and i really getting interested in the story.
oh well, its way too exciting to be explained here. SO... catch it!

im left with only one day of the June Holidays. and after tht, can uu imagine how would teachers flood us with MORE homework MORE syllabus MORE lectures MORE naggs MORE lessons?
*close both eyes*
i cant imagine....

okie, my fever is coming back, i can feel.
so ending here!
cyas!.

schedule

2010-06-06T08:50:00.000-07:00

hey readers.
this few days i have been neglecting the homeworks that are assigned by teachers.
was even doubting if i can finish them by end of June holidays.
oh well, i shall enjoy first thn worry about the homeworks. hahas :]

anyways, been going out for these few days, and i hope the rest be like this.
apparently, this is the past and future schedule:

Monday:
Amaths remedial :[[
but fun though, pairing with Melody.
then we had troubles with the software cause i forgotten to download it the day before.
hehes, ps Mel.

Tuesday:
Giant with mummy i think, cant remember :l

Wednesday:
Chinese project with team.
enjoyable one :]

Thursday:
Outing with Celestin and Grace.
cabbed down to Vivo from Celes house
hahas, wanted to movie but it was getting to late for me as i needed to go off earlier.
went to daiso thn timezone.
Grace told me that she notice some stalkers. hahas funny enuff
thn i went off first, they went to Sentosa.

Friday:
Went out with family to Marine Parade.

Saturday:
FLAG DAY..
ooh i love it.
but... its seriously tiring yeah?
Paired up with Janice and Ruijia.
Adre didn come as she went Batam

Sunday:
last minute went to meet with Adre.
she got me a friendship band from Batam
so sweet of her.
hahas, thanks!

Tomorrow:
decided to go out with sister and her friends.
going lunch thn Kbox thn maybe dinner.

yeah thts the summary for my first week of holidays.
Friday is Amanda's (cousin) burfday
Saturday is Karen's (another cousin) burfday.
hmm was thinking celebrating thir burfday with them
hahas :]

Okays, ending here.
CYAS!

sadded

2010-05-20T04:50:00.000-07:00

after so long. i finally post again.
hahas
well these few weeks been so tiring,
studying for MYE and checking papers
and STRESS.
saddening enuff.
i did not managed to do as well as i expected.
failed a few subjects.
feel so devasted.
was still expecting some better results.
to my dismay, it was horrendous.

this MYE results were so shocking tht i wouldn dare to believe.
i have grades ranging from A-Ds.
excellent. L1R4 isint as well as i wanted.

however, i could not help but to think tht the June holidays are approaching
and im sure tht i would give myself a break this time round.

there is so many things to be completed during the holidays:
1. Enjoy
2. Outings
3. Remedials
4. prepare Pahang trip

oh yah Pahang trip.
seriously.
i dun really like the idea of going to Pahang.
go there feed insects and leeches?
ewww?
heard form PE teachers tht they will be SO MUCH leeches all arnd and they are gonna suck ur blood like no body business.
and odd shape insects appearing from nowhere.
sleeping in caves with bats all arnd.
flying fox and rafting.
i beieve there will be SO MUCH fun,
but i can also anticipate tht it be so much pain.
imagine trekking with a BIG bag on ur back and walking thru the jungle
anw, i suddenly rmb the movie.
"where got ghost"
hahas, later i suay saw one "friend" also.
anw, i believe tht this trip would bring me surprises.
both good and bad.

suddenly, it came to my mind tht.
sometimes, things should not be taken too seriously,
otherwise, we are bound to fail in life.
we need to look ahead and move on.
yes move on...

understanding

2010-04-10T05:33:00.000-07:00

hey readers.
today went to fetch parents from airport.
they just came back from china.
talk, lunch till 4
4pm went down to look for some of the guzheng members for the VIVA program.
i teamed with Eileen and GueiRu.
in fact, today's post focus be on them.

we played the games under the scorching sun.
and our efforts came to an positive outcome.
out of the many teams, we came in top 25. i think the 6th position.
so they back first cause the winning list be out only at 7.30pm
at around 6.50 i received a call from the organisation telling me tht we got a prize.
so i went down at 7.30.
but i coulnt find their booth to claim the prize.
so i msged them telling them that i cant find it and i wanted to give up.
however,instead of reprimanding me, they showed encouragement towards my decision.
they did not blame me for failing to get the prize. and consoled me tht its only a game, wads impt was tht we had fun. also, just treat the failure to get the prize as a charity.
i felt guilty so i wanted to buy them both chocolate to apologise.
when i wanted to return home, i heard some of the competitor's group name being called on stage.
thus, i stopped walking and headed nearer to the stage.
thn more groups name were called and i waited.
"number 6, we have "wedecide""
wow, i heard my group, so i went up to get the prize.
was quite paiseh cause i solo up. hahas

now now, who mentioned tht only the juniors can learn from their seniors? in fact, there are many things tht the seniors need to learn from the juniors. from today's incident for example, i learn to be forgiving, considerate, understanding and loving. i did not expected them to be so understanding of my situation and supported me from not receiving the prize.
from today's two hours of games, i also get touch with the word "teamwork". i believed the we had fun today.

these few days many things happened. dun feel like saying them all here.
i wonder how's the spf band done today. hope they succeeded.

ytd, stayed in sch for amaths remedial ==
after tht went to hall to look for my couzz.
watched they have fun.
after tht went home, damn beat.

okays, i needa rush my homework.
impt things to be done tml.

busyy.

2010-04-07T07:41:00.000-07:00

hmm quite busy recently...
Monday physics remedial was cancelled. i cant think wad i did afterwards ==
Tuesdays went to celes house AGAIN to do baking. Baked a number of cookies and a cake for Atiqa's burfday. she was real mad at her bro when he tries to pinch on the food, and i was so shocked.
Wed/today had Guzheng performance at 12.35pm. the lower sec were quite unattentive. after sch have guzheng training and AMC. so i ran two places at the same time as guzheng is from 6 to 6 while AMC is from 3-30 to 5.15. teachers talk to teachers., so they come to a conclusion. at 3 i report to guzheng. at 3.30, i leave for AMC. at 4.45 i leave AMC for Guzheng again. end of jouney. hahas
Thurs/tml needa go to the Inceneration plant. it will be SMELLY. and roaches all arnd. ewwww? i rmb last year or last last year i went thr before. its like the staircase to all levels is so suffocating. so smelly!!!! cannot breathe at all.
Fri cant think of anything now. hmm.

Sat have very nice shows. at channel 5 have... Incredible Tales at 10 and 10.30 ghost whisperer.
Sun at 7.15 have Hairspray

Next Mon CHEM remedial, physics remedial MAYBE.
tuesday, celes home again i think
wednesday, AMC, guzheng
update the rest next time.

been so tired these few days.
yawnss.. and teachers been scaring me the nearing of the exainations.
i still dont feel the anxiety. hahas, its been this way ever since i ame to Sec 3.
hehs

p/s for the poor EL language used ! :]

Bryan's birthday

2010-04-03T06:47:00.000-07:00

AH YI AND ME

MUMMY AND ME

MILO INDULGENCE

AMANDA AND ME

nights readers.

sis is back from indonesia today at arnd 9pm.

she went for 3 days only.

she bought for me a lot of tibits! loves.

and she also bought mi-goreng.

SUPER LOVE IT.

its nt like those in singapore!

yumm

today is also my cous. birthday.

happy birthday Bryan.

went out lunch and arcade.

wanted to go for Kbox.

for his daddy cant make it last min.

so cancel.
mummy went along. so did aunt

eat Swensens and i had a filling lunch :]

ordered another Milo Indulgence.

LOVE IT MAD.

Its so yummy!

okays currently was chatting with Weijie.

thn he mentioned ONE line tht made me so pissed and eww.

thus, i ask him to not talk to me.

and thn i go offline, stop talking to him.

combined

2010-04-01T02:04:00.000-07:00

Sports Day random shot.

Speech Day with Adrelia. (loves)

Celestin. Crazy. hahas. :x

Together with her. notice the one behind?? hahas

Take 2. notice the one behind?? hahas

these few days was tired and nothing else.
my panda eyes are getting worse.

Sports Day:
i ran 4 x 100 came in second.
after the run become an ordinary audience.
grrr, Zijing and gang keep kicking my chair from behind.
after everything ended, went Celes home
was to "STUDY"
but in the end, we played more thn we studied.
hahas, we had spagetti for lunch.
stayed arnd till 6 plus?

Today went to out lunch with Celes again.
meet Eugene.
went to NTUC buy some snacks.
she headed off and i headed home.

Tomorrow is Good friday. no school.

Next Monday will be have PHYSICS remidial AGAIN
hate tht lesson and topic.

Next Tues Celes home.
will be baking i guess.

okays, is like im so tired nowadays.
automatic arnd 10 i will be SLEEPING.
hahas, thn like morning wan wake up also lazy.

Sis went to Indonesia without me. lols.
wish she have fun! :]
must miss me constantly.
buy things back too!

Labels for today: you need to show ur love.

more pictures can be found on celes's blog.

PLEASE GO AND SUBSCRIBE AND RATE HER YOUTUBE CHANNEL thanks.

Speech Day

2010-03-27T03:27:00.000-07:00

ehyo.
today is SpeechDay
make up done in mac, thanks to celes.
9.30 at back stage preparing to perform.
after perform, went to NE hub to help out.
nt up to my expectation, the room is so empty.
Cadell and me thought tht it will fill the whole room or sth,
but only a little people.
as usual, keep repeating my speech.
come touch with a few VIPs.
had fun with the members of the HUB.
is like we dance the song baby by justin bieber.
thn we keep saying gay gay gay.
hahas, cause we all think tht justin bieber is gay.
and he's voice haven break, still a small kid.

oh, ytd/ thursday.
i v.pekcek ah.
waited or tangtang for two hours plus plus,
cant stand it.
somemore the T-I-C are so irritating.
i tell uu. theres one teacher. hmm should i say name?
okays i should not.
in any case,
he say:
"i know you all not elites la. but can please be like one. blah blah"
i listen liao is, WTH?

shall end here for now,
thanks Celes for everything today.
Today is v.fun. i love it.

Pictures

2010-03-20T10:14:00.000-07:00

heyyo. Went out with Adrelia at arnd 6.
went arnd to shopping. Daiso and Sticky and many more.
went home arnd 10 plus?
i like her smile alot. Love her too.

enjoy pictures below.

With Ruijia

MY MONKEY KNOWS MATHS!

Today with Adrelia.

EeHian look so afraid. oh well, thts the purpose of it. :]

With Ruijia again

with my vice-chair.

My Monkey is trying to open my bd gift. NOT ME :x

My burfday gifs.

update more next time.

labels: i dont want to be alone.

sick

2010-03-17T09:43:00.001-07:00

hey readers.
down with flu today. bad flu.
i used up half a box of tissue paper.
swollowed dunno how many pills.
oh anw, dont buy the PANADOL FLU MAX.
it's a con! i eat twice alrdy but still no effect.
where as it states tht it be stopping flu fast.
such a cheat. no effect and it cost so ex.
7 bucks for some non-effective pills

Kelvin was down with Fever. and i told him after i learn tht he have fever, i got flu.
and he said tht virus was sent thru sms. and i agree. hahas.
Tues, i went to play badminton with Daryl and my sis.
originally kelvin was coming along. but it was thn i know he got fever.
rest well, get well soon.
playing with daryl was so much laughter.
he kept apologising to my sister when he gave a bad hit.
so my sister say, if he say sorry once, he need to give my sister one dollar.
he said a few times, thn one match he say if he wins, the money owe will nt be valid.
for every shot, he will say. "MY MONEY"
so i learn from him, and help him say "MY MONEY" at every shot.
after tht i changed, changed to
"MY FAMILY"
"MY MOTHER"
"MY FATHER"
..blah blah..
hahas, making them unable to concentrate.

homework for this holidays is a ton.
cant seem to finish.
i even do homework when i'm sick!
so "faithful" to them. hahas

i love the show ILLUSIONIST.
but today was the last epi.
wad a sad news to me.
i love all shows tht Thomas Ong act.
he's cool! but lose to JJ LIN?
hahas. they are good in their own ways.
so cannot be compared.

tml there's guzheng.
was thinking of not going. cause im sick!
but maybe tml i go thn i skip on friday.
ON MEDICAL LEAVE!
grrrrrrrrrrrrrr, my flu wouldnt stoppppp.

birthday

2010-03-13T07:49:00.001-08:00

heys.
okays firstly, happy birthday to me.
today afternoon celebrated my birthday and bro's with family.
thn after tht i went to look of friends to celebrate.
came back at 11 plus.
with TWO BIG BAGS of GOODIES.
hahas, all thanks to 3G guys hahas.
also, thanks to RUIJIA.
came accompany me specially.
also, wish her all the best for her overseas trip! :]]

anw, i founnf my new KAKIs today.
hahas, i brought a cake along but no PLATE AND SPOON!
no choice use the common knife.
went arnd feeding everyone.
poor vincent i fed the most.
hahas, keep pushing it to him.
causing him to feel v. ewwwwww?
hahas. im sorry for tht vice-chair.

Sec 3 / 15th birthday celebration will be memorable one for me.
i think its the first time we hanged out till so late.
i enjoyed the celebration the most.
it be simple and unattractive, but i will rmb it hardly.
thanks guys.

pictures? hmm. i lazy post today. i post next time k?
smiles!

angry

2010-03-11T21:01:00.000-08:00

okays readers.
im damn angry.
angry dao, i use the word dulan.
which i normally dun use.

people out thr,
if uu dun wan celebrate my birthday. come tell me la.
wahlau, like i begging uu like dat.
dun wan thn jiu sua. come tell me lah.

BIG thanks to adrelia for remembering my birthday.
as expected, many ppl forgotten my birthday alrdy.
but Adrelia remembered la!
love her.
and indeed,
Adrelia, we will spent our two years fufillingly and be best of friends.
thanks for ur little details which brought me much joy.

today same as my sister,
we got back results.
as expected again.
i did nt score on ENGLISH and COMBINED HUMANINTIES.
my sister, she scored everything. only a B+
thn the rest either A or distinction.
whoa lau!

oh. some of the below are to motivate others.

HanXu,
uu can make it de. a few more marks to pass. comeon, we jyjy tgt. i can support and teach uu. anything uu dunno i will try my best to help, kays? cheer up okays? dun so sad le.. JIAYOUS!

Celes,
thanks for standing with me when i needed someone. i haven see ur results and i hope uu score well. after uu are the smart one. and! no more heaty food understand?!?!?! you cough is getting worse le. Jiayous in life.

OKAYS PEOPLE!
GET YOU BUTT AWAY FROM YOUR CHAIR AND SHAKE. hahas. jkjk, readers. jiayoujiayous in life too. uu can do it de.
as quoted from the show illusionist.
"MIRICLES DO HAPPEN"

hehe

2010-03-09T01:35:00.000-08:00

heyo. blogging again.
was suppose to find "information" thru the net
but it carried on to blogging.
muhahahaha!
well, relax thn, im nt a full time blogger.
just trying to update readers abt my life :]

ohoh, i cant wait for my burfday.
having a day celebration with family
thn a night one with some friends.
the night one is still not cmf.

these few days will be hectic hectic and even hectic.
have speech day rehearsal every now and thn.
oh, btw, im starting to like Takwando.
hahas, so cool lah cn. omggg.

lessons are a bore.
i cant seem to understand a thing.
oh, some teachers damn guailan.
okays, im sorry for using that rude word
but it seriously piss me off.
cant be bothered anymore.

wad am i going to do regarding my results slip?
1. swollow it down.
2. burn it.
3. chuck it aside.
4. tear it.
5. give parents

hahas! come on vote vote. hehe :]]

i cant wait for my MARCH holidays
hope it make a leap and appear in front me NOW.

-there's nth i can do right?

Failure

2010-03-06T02:33:00.000-08:00

okays peeps.
i failed two of my paper :[
i didn score A for my MT paper.
i didn get any As (i think)

this year was such a bad start. i dont think im gonna get top again. fact was, after my sec 1 failure in math. i never failed any paper again. not until i came to sec 3. this is terribly terrible. i failed my English and SS. oh god damn it. i couldnt get an A for my E/A maths. this CT1 is such a letdown. another angle tht i see? I'm such a failure.

ENG : 13/30 (RED MARK)
SS : 9/10 (ni nya nya oi. dunno which marker gave me a BIG O for my qn 2)

once i got back these two papers. heartache immediately lahh.

wait! i cont. ltr.
gotta run! *winks*

-edits-
seriously, nth have been going smooth for me. arghh!
i needa chiong for my studies. i shall believe in that.
but, a LITTLE problem. and tht is ME is lazy by nature :]
hehes :x
so i think i wont be able to score well even for the next time round.
i need a little help out thr!
anyone be able to do so? :[[

Midnight

2010-02-26T12:26:00.000-08:00

heyys people! its 4.25 am .
and im ton-ing.
hahas, currently at Coasta Sands Resort.
everyone is asleep?
actually is waiting for Joyce and Federic to come back.
i think they went for a world for themselves.
now using friend's macbook.
so cool..

Regarding the common test.
classmates, prepare tissue paper for me can?
i'm afraid that i would cry uncontrollably.
how thn?
i scared fail sia, but even fail, im the one to blame.
cause i nvr study seriously for all papers.
but i dont wish to fail...
current situation is this:
A math, E math, SS, Eng COMFIRM fail like nobody business.
chem/phy i think should be okayy.
Mt i think boarder line should be able to hit.
thts the confidence i have now.

Regarding Speech day,
wow, im busy.
1. CCA performance
2. Booth abt HT
3. awards
4. Greenhouse.
anything else i missed out?
cant think for now cause im having droppy eyes.
can just fall onto the floor anytime. "piak!"
hahaas,

-Expecting tml's baby arrival.

Common Test

2010-02-24T05:42:00.000-08:00

hey readers,
getting well in life?
hmm, for me nope.
hahas, this is the CT season.
but i dun care?
hahas, i can still even use the comp for hours.
i think i have already given up on CT.
i dunno why, i feel so relaxing for this time rounds CT.
not so uptight.

Sec 3 CT is quite difficult.
English i think i can only be at boarder line.
SS i think i would fail.
CS i scored 20/30, sad case. i deproved !
Emaths will be tml, so does science.
im so afraid of Amaths.
can cmf that i would either fail or pass at boarder line, standard de!
i feel so tiredd nowadays.
droppy eyes always.
oh! today in chem class.
teacher scold me for talking :x
first time leh!!!
arghhhhh.

today had dinner twice! muhahahahas~
cause i like the terriyaki chicken..
i love Japanese crusine! muacks.

Friday sister having chalet at pasir ris dunno whr.
uhmm, with her classmates.
i dunno can go not cause its theirs.
but well, its not as though i nvr go before right?
i mean interupting their party.
maybe must ask her friend for permission?
hmm..

- T.I.R.E.D

Stress.

2010-02-19T05:14:00.000-08:00

Amaths students, are uu guys struggling as hard as me also?
seriously, i feel like breaking down.
i cant take it especially when there's so much Amaths to do.
so many qns at a go and tht wasnt the worst.
the worst was i dun understand abt Logarithm.
worser, i have homework from other subjects too.
Projects, exams, test, homework everything is crushing me down.
i wonder would i make it till o'lvls
i just hope tht i wont give up my studies along the way,
and turn bad.
hope for the best for me people.

i'm tired of school already.
meetings, competitions, trainings, homework
everything and everything.
here arguments, there unsure.
does that makes up my life?

everyday i have a routine.
COMFIRM.
come back from school,
do homework cum dinner until night time,
go for a bath,
continue homework,
sleep at arnd mid-night.
but during all time, either my handphone would be thr or tv.
felt so much like a prisoner.
who lost my freedom again and again.

why do i have a bad feeling abt my life?
how i wish i can fast-forward my Secondary sch life.
painful memories exceding beautiful memories.
end my misery soon.
i thn found out, im actually not mentally and physically prepared for sec 3

why isit thn fun days always passes so fast,
and tiring/difficult days passes so slow?
at the end of the day, who is be thr with me when i tear?
-Geisha.

CNY.

2010-02-14T07:08:00.000-08:00

PEOPLE! HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
how did you guess spend the day?
well, mine is still quite slack.
hmm, fun fun fun.
gamble till i brankrupt.
SECOND ROUND TOMORROW!
hahas,
today went to uncle house only.
this year, sad to say, is very. quiet.
like not lively.

on friday had two rounds of performance
so during recess time i have no spare time to pei Celes and HY
to eat.
i need to chiong chiong chiong.
so sorry to these two girls~

now blogging.
spoke to Eileen Precious.
SHE COLLECTED 12 TIMES MORE THAN MINE angpow.
hilarious right!?!?!?!
how could she~
hahas, but nehmind, expect her a treat. hahas :x

ok, i shall end here.
its quite a long day..
and i need my TV.
hahas.
cyas! have fun too readers.

lifeless

2010-02-05T06:04:00.000-08:00

everyday is as usual.
went to sch in the morning. thn back home at afternoon or evenings.
stressed out!
homework are like never ending mountain.
my eyes are droppy.
arms strained.
brains freaking out.
hahas! i dunno how to do my A maths logarithm.
and mr lee kindly teach us how to dance the
LOGARITHM PANDA DANCE!
muhahahaha. so cute!!!
i like the way he dance. he's such a good dancer. hahas
in any case, i feel the bonds between teachers and students.

oh oh, in Amaths class, i was paired up with Netania.
hahas, hope we can get along well :]]
after all, we just know each other for less thn a month!
hahas,
3G is ... a wonderful class
i love it. hahas! all so quiet during lesson times,
trying their ultimate best to listen and understand.
despite the stacking piles of homework, i still dun regret coming into this class.
Belinda, lets buck up! :]

my teachers are all mad mad and mad.
do so many ex.s in a wkend.
lols. think i god mehh.
pouts.

i'm sleepy and tired but i cant sleep yet.
hahas, will be BUSY BUSY and BUSY for this weekend!
i hate it.

anw, can uu believe CNY is just a week's time?!
oh no. im not mentally prepared. hahas!
but i know it will soon pass and gonna cont. my lifeless sch schedule.
oh well, lets take a step by a time,
piece the puzzle piece on at a time,
and soon, my puzzle will be pieced and
just like wad fairy tale does, "happily ever after"
will be set as the ending.
thats wad i hope though, i dunno abt reality.
i'm not done with life and i will do things at a time.
huiying says she doesnt wan to live over 80 years.
but i told her i wan.
i want to fulfil every single one of my wishes and desires.
i dont wan to die in regret.
but of course, at certain time of life,
anyting might happen and who knows i might just put an fullstop to my life there?
i cant predict the future.

busy

2010-02-01T00:36:00.001-08:00

hi people!
hahas, long time since i post uhh.
yeah i know i know.

my homework is SO much.
i dun think i can finish.
i can post this post cause i set aside all homework.
such big sacrifies.
hahas!

Friday/ 29 JAN.
i went to Pasir Ris to find sister.
played arcade.
the X-scoop. spent nearly 10 bucks and brought back a BIG bag of sweets.
hahas, thn played arcade games.

Saturday/ 30 JAN
went out with family.
went to Giant, and other places.
love those moments.

Sunday/ 31 JAN
had tuition. till 5 pm.
meet Yating for mac.
thn straight away went for Guzheng performances at Tamp.West.CC
wore FULL costume. Makeup.
went back to sch arnd 9pm plus?
change out of costume and waited for teachers to switch off the lights thn leave tgt
went to slack with Agnes, Shuyee, Theresa, Eileen, XiangYu and Lena.
talked abt ghost incidents.
arnd 10 plus thn leave.
hahas, with them were funny and at ease.
loves.
hahas, i scared dao i dun dare to go home. pull them to go to the bustop with me thn let them off. hehe :x

Monday/ Today
had A-maths test. i guess it was pretty easy but when teacher read out the ans.
i think i could just pass on border line cause the ans. were so unfamiliar :[[
Celes went home, she wasnt feeling well.
hope she get well soon.
daling, get well soon.

recieved the timetable for CT1
wow, quite stunned cause its the week after CNY.
nooooo~~ after my fun days and it COMMON TEST ONEEEE.
arghh. why must they be sooooo, in a rush.
push back one week might not be such great difference right?
somemore can have more time to revise.
Wed got Chem test.
i haven study for it.
i have not complete my homework.
oh oh, and! i scored 7/20 for my geography test 2.
i was so "proud" of myself.
hahas,
but i think cannt laugh anymore.
cause this is the 2nd test i fail le.
teacher say if throughout the year got fail 4 test. will call parents.
Janice and me was like. *OH NO*
cause we fail both tests too.
Janice, lets study hard tgt :]]

these few days was like not-in-the-mood.
totally tired. not more strength,
like today.
i was doing homework while melody they all talking.
but the table keep shaking. so hard to write
so i was like frowning, tell them dont shake.
cause is like if uu do the slightest movement the whole table will skake
moreover your actions are wide.
thn when left Kimberly and me at the table
she keep shaking ma
i pek cek tell her straight to her face dont shake
she say never shake.
ah sua lar.
i damn angry. tak bo leh tahan.

ahh looking frward to tml.
hope everything will be better.

Stress.

2010-01-25T05:09:00.000-08:00

hey peeps.
say thank you DAJIE.
hahas, thanks to my eldest sister.
i can finish my work :]]
YAY!
love her much much.

homework are like never ending mountains.
wait continuous effort from the teachers
hahas, i learn from EL lesson today.
I LISTEN to the lessons one okay!

life nowadays are much much tougher.
all subject are strenuous topic.
agitate my bain cells.
but thanks to a lot of people who gave me numerous support.

school were not okay.
my school diary were PACKED PACKED PACKED!
no more spacious.
Tests are filling up my life
so many tests in a week,
like today, i din know there is a Geog test
win liao lor. i never study.
so i guess i fail cause i'm talking rubbish on the ans sheet.
Computer Studies is getting tougher.
So does A maths.
in fact, most of them are tougher nowadays.
how i wish we can lead a Kampong life
but with the latest technology.
how selfish and funny.
So belinda, perk up and JIAYOU JIAYOU.

AH! my mouth got ulcer..
so wont be talking much.
hahas, cause it hurts ALOT.
i keep biting on my inner lips to ease the pain.
but in the end. my inner lips got wounded instead.
haiyohh.

anw, thanks Melody for the biscuit. Very nice. hahas, anymore? :]
Japhne, thanks for being my homework consultant. hahas :]
Janice, what i told uu is HIGHLY confidential. hahas, shh :x

Belinda isint at her pink of health.
Someone scolded her.
Another person says she's a complain-er cause i always complain to him.

2010-01-24T05:28:00.000-08:00

heyyheyy