heyys people! its 4.25 am .
and im ton-ing.
hahas, currently at Coasta Sands Resort.
everyone is asleep?
actually is waiting for Joyce and Federic to come back.
i think they went for a world for themselves.
now using friend's macbook.
so cool..

Regarding the common test.
classmates, prepare tissue paper for me can?
i'm afraid that i would cry uncontrollably.
how thn?
i scared fail sia, but even fail, im the one to blame.
cause i nvr study seriously for all papers.
but i dont wish to fail...
current situation is this:
A math, E math, SS, Eng COMFIRM fail like nobody business.
chem/phy i think should be okayy.
Mt i think boarder line should be able to hit.
thts the confidence i have now.

Regarding Speech day,
wow, im busy.
1. CCA performance
2. Booth abt HT
3. awards
4. Greenhouse.
anything else i missed out?
cant think for now cause im having droppy eyes.
can just fall onto the floor anytime. "piak!"
hahaas,


-Expecting tml's baby arrival.

hey readers,
getting well in life?
hmm, for me nope.
hahas, this is the CT season.
but i dun care?
hahas, i can still even use the comp for hours.
i think i have already given up on CT.
i dunno why, i feel so relaxing for this time rounds CT.
not so uptight.

Sec 3 CT is quite difficult.
English i think i can only be at boarder line.
SS i think i would fail.
CS i scored 20/30, sad case. i deproved !
Emaths will be tml, so does science.
im so afraid of Amaths.
can cmf that i would either fail or pass at boarder line, standard de!
i feel so tiredd nowadays.
droppy eyes always.
oh! today in chem class.
teacher scold me for talking :x
first time leh!!!
arghhhhh.

today had dinner twice! muhahahahas~
cause i like the terriyaki chicken..
i love Japanese crusine! muacks.

Friday sister having chalet at pasir ris dunno whr.
uhmm, with her classmates.
i dunno can go not cause its theirs.
but well, its not as though i nvr go before right?
i mean interupting their party.
maybe must ask her friend for permission?
hmm..

- T.I.R.E.D

Amaths students, are uu guys struggling as hard as me also?
seriously, i feel like breaking down.
i cant take it especially when there's so much Amaths to do.
so many qns at a go and tht wasnt the worst.
the worst was i dun understand abt Logarithm.
worser, i have homework from other subjects too.
Projects, exams, test, homework everything is crushing me down.
i wonder would i make it till o'lvls
i just hope tht i wont give up my studies along the way,
and turn bad.
hope for the best for me people.

i'm tired of school already.
meetings, competitions, trainings, homework
everything and everything.
here arguments, there unsure.
does that makes up my life?

everyday i have a routine.
COMFIRM.
come back from school,
do homework cum dinner until night time,
go for a bath,
continue homework,
sleep at arnd mid-night.
but during all time, either my handphone would be thr or tv.
felt so much like a prisoner.
who lost my freedom again and again.

why do i have a bad feeling abt my life?
how i wish i can fast-forward my Secondary sch life.
painful memories exceding beautiful memories.
end my misery soon.
i thn found out, im actually not mentally and physically prepared for sec 3

why isit thn fun days always passes so fast,
and tiring/difficult days passes so slow?
at the end of the day, who is be thr with me when i tear?
-Geisha.

PEOPLE! HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
how did you guess spend the day?
well, mine is still quite slack.
hmm, fun fun fun.
gamble till i brankrupt.
SECOND ROUND TOMORROW!
hahas,
today went to uncle house only.
this year, sad to say, is very. quiet.
like not lively.

on friday had two rounds of performance
so during recess time i have no spare time to pei Celes and HY
to eat.
i need to chiong chiong chiong.
so sorry to these two girls~

now blogging.
spoke to Eileen Precious.
SHE COLLECTED 12 TIMES MORE THAN MINE angpow.
hilarious right!?!?!?!
how could she~
hahas, but nehmind, expect her a treat. hahas :x

ok, i shall end here.
its quite a long day..
and i need my TV.
hahas.
cyas! have fun too readers.

everyday is as usual.
went to sch in the morning. thn back home at afternoon or evenings.
stressed out!
homework are like never ending mountain.
my eyes are droppy.
arms strained.
brains freaking out.
hahas! i dunno how to do my A maths logarithm.
and mr lee kindly teach us how to dance the
LOGARITHM PANDA DANCE!
muhahahaha. so cute!!!
i like the way he dance. he's such a good dancer. hahas
in any case, i feel the bonds between teachers and students.

oh oh, in Amaths class, i was paired up with Netania.
hahas, hope we can get along well :]]
after all, we just know each other for less thn a month!
hahas,
3G is ... a wonderful class
i love it. hahas! all so quiet during lesson times,
trying their ultimate best to listen and understand.
despite the stacking piles of homework, i still dun regret coming into this class.
Belinda, lets buck up! :]

my teachers are all mad mad and mad.
do so many ex.s in a wkend.
lols. think i god mehh.
pouts.

i'm sleepy and tired but i cant sleep yet.
hahas, will be BUSY BUSY and BUSY for this weekend!
i hate it.

anw, can uu believe CNY is just a week's time?!
oh no. im not mentally prepared. hahas!
but i know it will soon pass and gonna cont. my lifeless sch schedule.
oh well, lets take a step by a time,
piece the puzzle piece on at a time,
and soon, my puzzle will be pieced and
just like wad fairy tale does, "happily ever after"
will be set as the ending.
thats wad i hope though, i dunno abt reality.
i'm not done with life and i will do things at a time.
huiying says she doesnt wan to live over 80 years.
but i told her i wan.
i want to fulfil every single one of my wishes and desires.
i dont wan to die in regret.
but of course, at certain time of life,
anyting might happen and who knows i might just put an fullstop to my life there?
i cant predict the future.

hi people!
hahas, long time since i post uhh.
yeah i know i know.

my homework is SO much.
i dun think i can finish.
i can post this post cause i set aside all homework.
such big sacrifies.
hahas!

Friday/ 29 JAN.
i went to Pasir Ris to find sister.
played arcade.
the X-scoop. spent nearly 10 bucks and brought back a BIG bag of sweets.
hahas, thn played arcade games.

Saturday/ 30 JAN
went out with family.
went to Giant, and other places.
love those moments.

Sunday/ 31 JAN
had tuition. till 5 pm.
meet Yating for mac.
thn straight away went for Guzheng performances at Tamp.West.CC
wore FULL costume. Makeup.
went back to sch arnd 9pm plus?
change out of costume and waited for teachers to switch off the lights thn leave tgt
went to slack with Agnes, Shuyee, Theresa, Eileen, XiangYu and Lena.
talked abt ghost incidents.
arnd 10 plus thn leave.
hahas, with them were funny and at ease.
loves.
hahas, i scared dao i dun dare to go home. pull them to go to the bustop with me thn let them off. hehe :x

Monday/ Today
had A-maths test. i guess it was pretty easy but when teacher read out the ans.
i think i could just pass on border line cause the ans. were so unfamiliar :[[
Celes went home, she wasnt feeling well.
hope she get well soon.
daling, get well soon.

recieved the timetable for CT1
wow, quite stunned cause its the week after CNY.
nooooo~~ after my fun days and it COMMON TEST ONEEEE.
arghh. why must they be sooooo, in a rush.
push back one week might not be such great difference right?
somemore can have more time to revise.
Wed got Chem test.
i haven study for it.
i have not complete my homework.
oh oh, and! i scored 7/20 for my geography test 2.
i was so "proud" of myself.
hahas,
but i think cannt laugh anymore.
cause this is the 2nd test i fail le.
teacher say if throughout the year got fail 4 test. will call parents.
Janice and me was like. *OH NO*
cause we fail both tests too.
Janice, lets study hard tgt :]]

these few days was like not-in-the-mood.
totally tired. not more strength,
like today.
i was doing homework while melody they all talking.
but the table keep shaking. so hard to write
so i was like frowning, tell them dont shake.
cause is like if uu do the slightest movement the whole table will skake
moreover your actions are wide.
thn when left Kimberly and me at the table
she keep shaking ma
i pek cek tell her straight to her face dont shake
she say never shake.
ah sua lar.
i damn angry. tak bo leh tahan.

ahh looking frward to tml.
hope everything will be better.